We live, We learn, We revisit, We let go.

26 01 2009

Deciding what is best for us, sometimes takes a visit down memory lane.  When this is done, it needs to be done with out self hatred, with out judgment.  It needs to be done with a mind that is open and able to not go to a lower place of beating our self up.  Life takes us down many paths and choices.  We have times we make wise ones and times we make not so wise ones.  But it is how we learn what is best for us and what is not best for us.  We can be forced to make choices for only so long, then we have to learn what is best for us through us.

I have been in a place of just that, nothing to serious, but the time to look, to reflect to visit old stomping grounds to only realize that the territory there is not paradise at all.  Vibrations of love and joy I have noticed are every wear and even in the old places shines a light of growth and self awareness.  babby-aangels-with-wings

I have been blessed with many gifts and talents and am scared to embrase them all.  Strange, how the things that would make us complete we are frightend of.  So, I talk to my Angels and ask for blessings and protection, and choose to learn from choices I make every day.  I live to be in love with my self.  I hold no shame of holding the insite to my old self. However, my old self does not fit with me any more.

Affirmation:  I have always had the freedom to see who I was once and to become who I am to be through divine protection and divine love.  Thank you.





Feeling the Magic of Love

11 12 2008

The Holidays are about Love, not about Jesus, Santa, Shopping, Dinner.  If you do not enjoy the Holidays it could be that your heart is not open to the love that is around you and being given to you.  What I mean by this is, Jesus, Santa, Shopping and so forth are symbols of love, giving and receiving.  The full circle of life.  We all can get caught up in the mess for what ever reason.  Some get caught up in the fundamentals of Jesus the biblical birth of a savor.  Some it is the commercialism of Santa and Shopping.  The feast is an expression of abundance and sharing with community.

Feeling the magic of love is the power of this season.  Because we are all on the same focus, no matter what religion, ethnicity it is the time of year on this planet that we are all on the same page.  Being on the same page however, means we are all in the midst of polarity of love.  So many of us hold on to memories of not feeling loved at this time, wondering why others are so filled with happiness.  Others still have faked it for years and still have no since of what true love is.

Love does not come from another person or from some place out side of our self.  It is a place deep with in us.  The gifts are a metaphor for “The Present”.  To be in the present, not trying to over buy, impress or get up set because we are forgotten by another or not celebrated with the same dollar amount another gives to us.  It is the simplicity of sharing and giving. It is the community of the whole feeling compassion and love for the planet and each other.  If you have, and we all have been wounded by the holidays of the past.  Then take note of what you did not like and what you do like and create your own traditions.  song-angels-l

You have and always will have the power to feel love with in your self, for your self, to rejoyice and celebrate as you feel is best for you!

Affirmation:  I have always known that the holidays are all the time, day to day, with in my heart, and I have always lived  in that expression, Thank You!





Patients Trust and Faith

10 12 2008

When we ask for something we need to be patient.  This is of course not the easiest task, as our will is so ready for what we feel we need.  Trust and Faith that we will be in the right place at the right time is the exploration of our faith.  We can be tested from time to time, only to look back in retrospect at the timing that the universe has given us.  Sometimes, it is a test for us to see how far we have come, other times it is a test to speak our truth.  Many things take place and many things are present in this moment that we may not be able to see or understand at the time it is happening.

Rest assured that in the outcome you will see how, why and what.  I am in the middle of this holding time for many reasons.  It is hard for me not to be all wrapped up in the drama of it all, and for that I am thankful for friends who I call family that reach out there Angelic gifts to assist in the process.  There was a time I would not reach out, thinking I deserved the bad things in life and that nothing I could have or wanted would be allowed.  Now, I know that the moment the universe see’s that all the pieces of the puzzle are in place then am I allowed what is best for me.  This is the moment of truth.  I am blessed to have this moment in time and filled with gratitude for those who help me through my hard spots.

All in all, I see the protection I have, the road I have traveled and the blessings of such things.  I have a purpose, unknown to me at this time.  But in the “Present” there is safty, love and Joy.

Affirmation:  I have always been protected and safe, and have always been given what I need to be secure in the Joy of the Universefrangipani-flowers





Thanks for Giving

26 11 2008

thanksgivingAll though Thanks Giving is a Holiday that is an American Holiday, I think we should have all have a Thanks Giving all over the world.  I know I try to live in Gratitude everyday of my life.  I have been with out and I have had my rights taken away and I have been harmed in many ways.  However, Because of that I sit in a place of love and Joy filled with the sensation of Gratitude.  I have been given the opportunity to see the world as a place of beauty and filled with love.  I know there is an energy out there that is heavy and dark.  I have chosen through Gratitude not to dance in that lower vibration.  I have chosen to lift my self up as Angels can do and see the world as it really is.  There is a beauty a love a Vibration that is found through compassion and through giving Thanks for every moment and every experience we have.  To believe in love and seeing that it is indeed all love.

By doing so, you elevate not just your self but those around you.  For every light that begins to shine, the more the light that is available to shed on all of the universe.

Happy Thanks Giving!!

Affirmation:  “I have always been surrounded by Gratitude, Thank you!”





Another Sun Rise….

24 11 2008

autumn-leavesAnother Sun Rise, another chance to call in the light of a new begining.  What does this mean?  It is not just about the moment of the Sun Rising in the sky every morning.  It is about the light of our awareness the process into love and joy of self.  Trusting the universe to light us up and bring forth and new after the Darkness.  We are the ones creating the light around us.  We are the ones in love with life and living it to its fullest.  This does not mean we do not have darkness around us, we do.  But, through the darkness is the light of joy and love with in our self and we can then choose to ligtht the world around us.

Affirmation: “I have always enjoyed the sun rise with in my self”





TRUST

12 11 2008

We all go through things in life that take us down the journey of trust in the universe.  It could be a new relationship, Spending money, making new advances in employment, a move.  Any of these things are the things and many others that lead us on a path of choice.  It is the need to be centered with our spirit that leads us to a new realm of growth and faith.  If we make choices that are based on our need to be one with spirit and what is best for us as spiritual people then we can be sure the universe will guide and direct us and even protect us. 

If we are just making choices based in the idea that others will like us better, or we look better then others or that there is more money in a situation then what we use to have and that is the main reason we chose it.  Then we are living with the path of our ego.  This is not to be in love with spirit as a way to grow and be in the right place at the right time.  If we do things out of fear then we will surly be hit by that path in ways we would not find comfortable.  However, to be in love with spirit first and then follow that love in to our path of growth and sharing with others then the rewards are that of bliss.

Affirmation: “I have always trusted that the universe will provide and guide me through all things and protect me as I follow”





Another Day To Create

17 10 2008

Another day to create my day.  This is what I enjoy doing.  I sit for a while have a cup of coffee or Tea and relax.  I think about what it is I need to get done and make time for.  What it is I want to do for pleasure and play.  What friends I need to reach out to and follow up with clients and work.  I envision my day with joy, peace and ease with grace overflowing through it.  I pray for magic and see it in my life every day.  With that I am open to all that comes to be embraced and always with love.

Try creating your day, envision it with out problems, with out conflict.  Envision it with joy, grace and love.  This will lead you to the attract just that.

Affirmation: “I have always created a day that is with bliss and have always followed my spirit as it leads me”





Realizing the Past is the Past

10 10 2008

We as Angles are so given to fear of being prosecuted and hurt for our beliefs and the way we live, we have a hard time realizing that the Past is the Past and we are no longer subject to it.  However, looking at the grace of love and protection that we have had in the past to teach us how to surrender and to be in balance.  No longer do we have to worry of prosecution.  We simply need to play with in the field of our world.  Blessings come when we are able to play the game and still know who we are.  This is the magic of our lives.  In addition through this process we are able to transform the  world and those around us.

Affirmation:  ” I have always been protected and loved through my process, so as to help others and the physical world”





We are what God is, in one and the same.

2 10 2008

Lets look at a mother and father and child.  There is the separate ones, however the whole makes up a family. Yet, looking deeper they are all the same, for the child comes from two parts of the same.  We are a dream with in a dream of the same.  If our Ego’s begin to wonder off and think we are in control, then we are going to have wonderful and hard experiences.  We grow and we enjoy the life we have.  However, full surrender to the flow of joy and love through the will, or in tandem of the spirit.  Then we shall see miracles and more.

Affirmation:  “I have always been in flow with spirit and allow it to lead me”





The Love of another morning

24 09 2008

I rest, I pray, I commune, I enjoy, I run, I hide, I seek, I paint, I write, I laugh, I cry, I AM! I am a person who is not of this world and is very much apart of this world. I know I am not the only one out there. I am here to learn, to listen and to assist. I am here to help, to be helped. I am here for a moment of time with in the perspective of time. I am blessed and Always have been, I give thanks to my body, to my mind and to my spirit. I give thanks to my friends who are my family. I give thanks for the fact I am and can be who I am.

I was taught at a young age not to be who I am. Now, I can only do and be who I am. I find it hard to relax, I find it hard to just be. But everyday it gets easier and easier to just be! How blessed am I to have me, my loved ones and this chance at life. It is only when I don’t listen to me, my self and I (I AM) that things go bump in the night.

An other Morning, that I (I AM) discovered LOVE

Affirmation: ” I have always been surrounded by love in every way, and have always known that love is in all things” “Thank You!”